Thinking back,
I can’t believe I cried then and there. With all those people listening; eavesdropping and seeing. I’m depressed. Yet the photos show happiness. Photography is the art of deception. It’s so true. Cause it’s like. In photos, I will be all smiling and such. But, it’s like. Inside, I feel like crap. And I’m a great actress. Drama queen, I can be. I can act really convincingly when I want to, I do. But, it’s like. What the hell. All these thoughts are giving me headaches.

Bad ones.

Anyways, I just have to say this. Whatever you guys think. This is what it is, and it is the truth.

It’s not that I can’t get over cause of the close proximity; but it’s just because.

PUH-LEASE!! And, yeah, get a life before making judgements of others. Judge yourself first alright? Okay, and yeah, those of you who wanna lie, please lie much more convincingly. You may seem that you are really good one, but please, what are the chances of you too saying the same thing at the same time huh? Hmm… think about it. And, I know you do, just say that you do. Alright? What’s there to lie about it, and go on with it behind my back. It’s like what the hell. And the worse thing is that it is affecting our relationships. By a lot. So yeah, it sucks.

And I hate that bloody ugly; thinksheisdamnhotandallthat bitch ass. I mean, even though you are such an anorexic-skinny ass, but, the thing is, you’re ugly and have no substance at all. None! So stop thinking you’re all that, cause, you’re not. Face it!

And as much as it pains me to say, I hate you too. Somehow, or someway; I do.

Anyways,
Love your enemies, it will drive them crazy. ((:

manda.